Sunday, August 1, 2010

Emo-ing all the way :(

Weekend came... weekend gone! How did my weekend go like so fast!! Hmph! Well actually for now it doesn't make much of a difference whether it is a weekend or not since everyday I have class. Yes.. EVERYDAY.

So being students, of course we'll complain. Like duh! But then, I dunno what's gotten into the university, they don't even give us a right to complain. I mean asking you to go to school or work in the weekends, of course you'd whine and all rite??! No matter what, we'd still show up, just a little whining, that's all. Oh well. Call us childish what-so-ever, it wasn't so professional of you to take our feedback forms so personally. Calling us (indirectly) stupid, 3 year kids who needs to be fed with everything. Just because we're not some vacuum cleaner who can suck up and retain all kinds of information given to us, not that we're not trying. Hmph!

It's just kinda frustrating at times to have to go through all the nagging and scolding although we're all trying (seriously!) really hard to meet up with the expectations. But with all the discouraging words and sarcastic jokes being told to us, it seriously beats you down. Now that explains why I've been having self doubt for this pass few weeks. I'm seriously contemplating whether I've chosen the correct pathway for the rest of my life. Like what the media always say, when you keep telling some1 they're stupid, they really do become stupid. I'm not asking for sky high praises all the time, but enough with the discouragement. It's getting real tiring. :(

Have to hit the books then later do up my case report to be handed in tomorrow. I can't wait to talk to jie jie. She's calling me later. Hopefully will feel better by then. Maybe I just think too much. Oh well. Till the next post!

-kaRleen-

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