Thursday, March 12, 2009

Updates..

Well it has been quite some time since i last updated wat's been goin on in my life.. not tat there's much.. but accumulate so long, adala storynya.. :P

So where to start.. okie la sambungan blog lepas.. d presentation was basically entrepreneurship presentation.. time allocated for every group was 15 mins.. but time management semua teruk.. all tak siap present.. oops! okie la.. semua sama2 la.. improve next time la.. tapi still dragged on until reach hostel at 6.. luckily today pbl canceled.. if not i'd be out from 7.30-6!! gila!! even worse than office hours.. hehehehe..

today oso paid a visit to the centre for the disabled.. goin there u cant help but feel u're so fortunate to be born with no disabilities.. well basically it's a school for those who are mentally challenged i would say.. take down syndrome, low IQ, and autistic children.. u can't help but wanna go hug them n say everything's gonna be fine.. but when u c them grow n learn to be independent at the phases they go thru in the school, u can't help but feel proud of them.. they might even grow up n live independently.. cheers for them!! but sad case is i hv to do report on the visit.. :( dahla d ppl talk so softly, macam cakap ngan semut.. tension betul.. tapi takper.. will figure somethin out some way la..

So moving on.. study wise it has been.. busy i wud say.. like i said microbe module.. tension betul.. now moving onto viruses, parasites, nematodes.. then there's d vectors.. haih.. luckily don hv to remember clinical symptoms.. if not hancur!! mind explode.. wakakakaka.. oh yea besides these agents n all, there's oso the culture medias.. tat is really memeningkan kepala la.. so many types of culture agar... hiayo..

Okie enuf of whining.. wat else.. oh yea.. i still haven't find the dress.. c how la.. i'll wait for the news of the yukata first.. kalau betul2 takde, then kenala beli.. haiyoyo.. hopefully can find somethin tat fits me.. tat day some1 jz commented on my figure.. saying i hv a big frame, big bones.. even bigger than his.. yes yes.. it's a he.. so malu u kno.. but not like it's the first time.. at times d feeling jz ain't tat nice having some1 mention abt tat in front of u although u kno it's jz the truth.. but it's somethin i cant control.. so accept it i guess.. i mean it does stink at times although ppl often tell me "karleen, u're not fat.. u're just.. just.. just big size.." wtf? to me it's the same la.. swt.. it's the same as ppl being stigmatised as fat.. mayb i'm jz bein over sensitive.. oh well.. d body frame started building since i was born.. having been born at the weight of 4.1kg, macam mana nak mengecikkan lagi badan.. i always say, i hv nv been small.. towering every1 by the time i was in kindergarten.. but things did get better during secondary school when ppl started growing too.. if not i'd suspect myself having gigantism!! lol.. oh yea.. some ppl did call me giant be4.. evil children.. although she weren't particularly ungigantic, but hey, when 1 starts, the others follow in pursue.. haihz.. swt swt.. enuf enuf.. getting emo pula.. self love la!!

emo habis, come to other updates.. so far i've been to 2 interviews for posts in some association.. well for amsa, i'm now officially the vice secretary (how i hate bein secretary)... but hey it's an honor.. n i've nv been a secretary be4.. lol.. c how it goes.. other than tat ytd i attended d medzine interview.. crapped all the way.. dunno how it turns out la.. crap!! :P

other than tat, i think too much, day dream too much, sleep too much, eat too much.. everythin seems to be done excessively.. swt.. but i kno 1 thing inadequate.. exercise!! macam mana nak exercise when sabah ni suka saje hujan setiap petang.. plus classes like i said habis pukul 6 pun tidak membantu.. ni sabah gelap d by the time 6.30-7.. haih haih.. too much complaining la!! hmmmm.. okie la.. enuf of whining.. hati sudah senang sedikit.. on to my books.. swt.. spirochetes here i come.. till the next post.. :P (who said studying was ez?)
-karleen-

Wednesday, March 11, 2009

Presentation...

53 slides.. 5 presentors.. 15 mins.. impossible?? i think so too.. elaborate later..

Monday, March 9, 2009

What to Wear??

Haih.. typical gal prob.. Wat to wear? i bet every single gal would contemplate on tis prob every single day.. be it they like dressing up onot.. they still will wonder wat to wear n finally make up their mind after much consideration.. the outcome may turn out jz like how they expect it or take a turn for the worse n be the clown for the day.. oops!!

Well tis time for me it's a whole new story.. Tis time i'm contemplating on wat to wear for my school's alumni nite.. Okie okie.. IT's jz an alumni nite, not like they are gonna choose prom king n queen or wat so ever.. but then wit every single person in ur class discussing wat to wear, some going to the extent of buying RM200++ gown, u're sure to feel something rite? i mean u wouldn't wanna end up looking the most sua-gu person there tat nite.. okie.. sua gu in other words macam out of the picture la.. macam sampah-long.. hehehehe.. haih.. how la how la??

For now my preparation so far.. i've got shoes n only shoes.. i jz bought a new shoes from vincci.. n i'm liking my new shoes.. i mean heels.. yes yes.. i jz bought my first pair of heels.. yay to me!! hehehehe.. something i've wanted to do for a long long time finally i've done it.. so anyway, takkan i wanna go naked n pegi dengan kasut baru saje kan??? damn.. i need clothes!!

So regarding the clothes.. wat hv i done so far.. well first i tot of pinjaming sari la.. u kno i jz love sari n i haven't had the chance to wear 1 be4.. haih.. so i tot y not pinjam la.. at first it was working so well, i was on the verge of getting my sari.. tapi in the end the dream came crashing down.. haih.. so 2nd attempt.. pegi beli la.. but then wit my known giam-siap-ness it is kinda hard buying the perfect dress.. i mean like it needs to be cheap.. 2 it needs to be elegant.. 3 the color must suit my complexion.. 4 i must like tat dress.. 5 it must be comfortable.. i can go on n on.. but the 1 i'm worried abt most, it must fit me.. haih~ how can i find a dress tat fits me, hide all the flaws, n look great on me? in such a short time.. plus affordable?? help.. it doesn't help with the limited no of shopping complexes here as well as me not having a car.. haih haih haih~ can i stop haih-ing??

So my last resort, wear my mom's baju kurung i brought from semenanjung.. i mean hey the dress code is traditional or formal wear ma.. act there's still a silver lining.. there's tis senior who's helping me find a traditional costume.. a yukata.. go google it if u want.. i m so hoping i can get hold of tat, but wit my streak of luck tis few days, it jz doesn't seem possible.. says the girl who's always so positive.. omg!! wat happened??

On another note, tis few days i've been thinking too much.. c my pm oso kno d la.. haih.. think too much until i've actually quiet down!! n ppl r asking me wat's wrong?? so wat the heck is wrong wit me.. i think i kno.. but i guess i shud stop thinkin abt it.. give it a rest.. oh well...

Time to hit the books again.. for now it's microbiology module.. so all bacteria name, from staphylococcus, to streptococcus, then there's clostridium, bacillus, neisseria, listeria, corynebacterium, haemophilus.. n the list goes on.. tat's jz name of genus.. there's species name too.. guess i shud stop.. making myself pening pula.. till the next post.. hope that the saying when a door closes, another window opens really is true.. cross my fingers.. :P
-karleen-