Super Bz!

So much to do.. so lil time. Well being typical human(although most would just not admit this), I'll just blame it on the administration of universities for releasing the results like so freaking late. But complains just would not help me thru tis. So just buck it up n face it la.
So for this pass few days I've been like so extremely(i kno wrong grammar usage, but tat's just how it is) busy preparing for universities. So started off on thu where i went down kl to meet up wit jie(yea!) although IU haven;t seen her in less than a week i aldy miss her. She was ever so sweet helping me to choose lappie n paying for it first. I kno my sis is considered rich now, can pay for my lappie. Tapi all her income is hasil titik peluhnya sendiri! Hv to endure so much of passengers wacky attitudes in addition to other cabin crews. So not so nice la just ask her to pay for it. So unfair for her. Somemore help me pay for air ticket. yes first. Have to reimburse her later. she did so much for me yet not a word of complain. I've got the world's greatest sista! If only could spend more time with her. Now I'm missing my auh times wit her when she was without bf. So much fun. Just us girls, us sistas. I'm contented aldy.
Anyway, after the whole crazy which flight to book wat so ever(with lotsa help from wayne harley), comes the universities stuffs that i need to do. Remember me complainin abt not being able to get into the website to accept the offer(finally!) n waiting ever so patiently(as if!) for my offer letter to come. Finally today(oh i love today, eh wait! that's ytd d.. wateva!) after medical check up all(collecting urine was not a fun process!), went n change i mean check my eyes(change oso la.. contacts power n all.. my power went up again! astigmatism getting worse... curse the computers!) now same power as jie d(bad!) then collect all forms for banking stuffs(nak masuk uni tapi hv to set up 3 bank acc? wtf?).. So to make a long story short, after running all errands, pun balik rumah. Saw the pos laju sampul i was literally jumping up n down. Finally!!! Cepat2 open n c it's content. Got everythin i needed for my banking stuffs to be done in d afternoon, to settle off my fees, setting up banking acc in both cimb n bank islam(muhibbah ma!) where i set up my sspn acc for my ptptn loan application. So come back ingat nak apply straight for ptptn loan, mana tau i need another id from bsn! aiyak! Then somemore so many tems n conditions. Oh well, abide saje la n cross my fingers hopefully my application goes thru n they do give me financial assistant.
U kno my sis having been in private college we nv really gotta kno how much the government subsidise for public universities. Coming into this situation whereby i got accepted into a public U n pursuing a degree which like cost almost half a million to do in private collges. Well here's some info to share so that ppl realise how much the government is helping the ppl. Mayb not all of us, but still, there's lotsa us here. So my whole course will cost abt a quater of a million(public U cheaper), but then the government being ever so peka terhadap keperluan rakyat is subsidising abt 220,+++ for my whole course. So it leaves me here with abt 16,+++ to pay. Wow! My sis' degree is much much much more expensive! So here I'd like to say I'm 1 heck of a lucky gurl, so i must be contented with wat i've gotten n work hard to fulfill all hopes that r put upon me, n expectation by myself too. It's gonna be 1 heck of a bumpy ride, but like wat my far-far away jie said, u guys will always be here for me.. Awww~ U guys r the best! Oh n yea! Thanks government!
Well, just talking abt wat i had to do for d whole day ytd, it does not stop there. Just photostated all necessary documents needed, tmr goin back to my school to get it certified. Hope i don bump into her! Please oh please! Hahahaha.. Then there's my lappie stuffs that needs to be done. Need to install microsoft office, n download all my y! n msn n all. Get it done tmr la. I'm leaving on Fri morning lo! Shit~ So lil' time. But i think i can handle it. Now sleep oso think abt uni. Bad man! Haih.. DOn wanna think so much.. Better sleep on it, get up bright n early tmr, tmr's a whole new(freaking busy) day! Now Annie's song is playing on my mind "tomorrow, tomorrow, i love u, tomorrow. U'll always be a day away!". Hahahaha.. musical pula. But wait over 12 d. Wat the heck la! Wish me luck tmr. Oh yea! tmr is the big gathering! yea! meeting up with all of my form 6 frens. Will miss them all dearly.. Next post la i talk abt ppl i'll definitely miss. Till the next post!

-karleen-

I Got It!!

Must la i complain, complain n complain even more then only la they tell me! Tot nak diam2 abt my frustration, but it was too much to bear tat at last i decided to rant it out on my blog the other day. but hey! it worked! About 1 or 2 hours after that, my fren messaged me. "Karleen! Results out d!" That time my heart stopped. Then came the dup, dup, dup, dup, dup.. Wa se! Scary siut! My hands n feet was trembling d. Luckily i was seated. Kalau tak pasti jatuh tergolek. Hahahaha..
So then got the link n all d. Masuk la, fill in details. Thank goodness that day line was good, kalau tak sure @#*& all come out d. Hahahaha. Exaggerating saje la. But seriously la. Dah la so gan jiong d. Kalau slow lagi tak boleh tahan! The whole process took abt under 1 min, but the wait seemed eternity. My heart was beating freaking fast wey! At last keluar. I was so terrified that I'll read something like "dukacita dimaklumkan bahawa...". The fear was so gr8 that i was trembling even more now. So imagine my relieve when finally the page load, n it said that.. Drum roll please! "Tahniah! Anda ditawarkan tempat di..." something like that la.. Not like that oso la.. To stop ur confusion, I got into UMS to do doctor perubatan/medicine in other words. Woo~hoo. Thank goodness i got a place. According to statistics, There r 68,+++ Students who applied, n out of all those students, only 41,+++ Students were offered a place. N out of all these stu, only 9++ students were offered a place to do medicine. Like wat my dad said la, he did the math n all, it's almost like only 2.5% of us, n out of 1000 students, there are only 25 of us. So yea karleen! Hahahaha. Syok sendiri!
Well celebration starts here, but it'll be hell of a ride awaiting for me. To be frank I was like blank when i read that i was accepted. Not disappointed, not like that, it was just like, so hard to put tis feelings in to words man! So anyway, i was blank la. It took sometime to sink in. N mind u, my campus is beautiful yea! hahahaha. It is.. It's next to the beach n all. So it's like home away from home. Macam PD jugak la. Near to the beach. Lucky me! Hahahaha. Kalau nak tengok, pegi la website www.ums.edu.my to have a browse. The link? Click here.
Before i stop, i would really like to thank wayne harley. He helped me so much n kept bugging my sis, where karleen goin? where's karleen going? How sweet~ Hahahaha. Somemore help me book plane ticket n all! The line was so bad until i wanna log onto the net pun susah. If not for him tak boleh la pegi sabah! Hahahaha. But now still facing 1 single prob. Quite a major 1 as well. I cant seem to get into the website to accept my tawaran! How la? I tried all the ways possible tapi masih tak boleh. So a lil worried. Anyway, I'm gonna keep tryin. Kalau tak dapat tu, have to give ums a call la. Haiya! Mafan mafan!
Oh yea. 1 more person that Ive bugged her ever since i was born n now bugging her even more
to do my university preparation n stuff. Jie ah! I'm going Sabah d lo. Going alone somemore. Ur mei mei growing up d lo. Sorry bugging u so much these days until i oso malu d. Like u got nothing else to do tapi help me only. Sorry la. But i really cant thank u enuf. *hugz* Make sure to chat more often with me next time ohr!
Okie la. That's all la. There r like mountain n mountain of stuffs to be done be4 i leave for kk. That's like in under a weeks time! I'll be going on the 27th of Jun. Thats exactly 5 days from now. Ong! 5 days! Scary. Till the next post!

-karleen-

Frustrating!!

Okie... I kno I've left my blog like sssoooo long time dy. Well I've got good reasons. For real. Sorry lo. Once y'all hear muah's explanation u'll understand. So here goes....
I'm so fed up of the wait! (Confused?) So frustrated not knowin wat's gonna happen! (Even more confused?) So scared of being left out! (Lost completely?) Picture urself in my situation.
Scenario 1: I've tried my hardest, studied my a*s off to achieve the results I desired for my stpm just to gain entry into Uni of my choice. The next thing i kno, I got rejected. tsk tsk... Which Uni u ask? Well I've appealed, now waiting for reply. Wait somemore. But chances r so slim tat I'm thinking to myself... fuh-get-about-it! But then hor, with an attitude like mine, stubborn like hell, there's no way I'm letting even the slightest hope left to jz slip off my hands. Oh well, let's c wat tat happens.
Scenario 2: My 2nd option, M'sian public Uni's. Some may say haiya no standard. But just look at the facts, the stats more like it. To gain admittance into public U's to study medicine/pharmacy (yes i plan to do either of this), u'll need a cgpa of 4.0. Mine was only 3.92. Shit~ how la? Scared d. Then there's the fact of skin colors. I'm not racial discriminating n all, but it's a fact known to all but jz u don talk abt it. Bummer no. 2. But like I said, I'm hell of a stubborn gal. So keeping my fingers crossed. Looking at the figures, just to let ya kno, there r 68k students who applied for a place in public U's, n out of all these, only 40k students got a place. Here's the million dollar question. Wat if(touch wood touch wood!) i'm 1 of the 28k ppl? Help! I'm freaking out okie? Haiyo...
Scenario 3: Yes there still r. Well to make it all worse, I dread goin out of the house now. To a place where nobody knos me(like the trip down penang? it was awesome!), I'm okie wit that. But now I even hate going out to town, or club. Y u ask? I'm running away, hiding away from all aunties, uncles n old frens. 1st question they ask, Wat r u doing now? everytime oso same. I'll be like I DON KNO!!! WILL U STOP ASKING ALREADY? Well that's just my imagination. If I do tat, I'd get 5 fingers ink on my face d. I'm a nice gal la. I'll go like oh waiting for U's reply. Yes plan to do wat wat wat. bla bla bla. wtf? haiyo. Imagine answering tat for like 10 times a day, everyday. Horrifying!!! I'm thinking to myself now. Maybe I shud like prepare cardboards, writing down all my answers, in 3 different languages(I'm Muhibbah okie), N place it out for every1 to read whenever they ask me those quetions? hahahahaha. Tat'll be fun. But unfortunately, I'm too lazy to even do tat. haiyoyo. ('.')'''
So u c, I've got perfectly good reasons to abandon my blog rite. If not emo post all the way, u'll will be like, wat's up wit this gal la? This week I'll be knowing my fate. It might be tmr, mayb the next day, maybe friday, maybe saturday(Okie I kno u get it). Then I'll stop being so paranoid for now. Thank goodness I'm happy-go-lucky. If not I think I'd die of depression by now. Hope to have good news for ya'all next time. Actually I've got loads to update u all on. Like my experience wit my students(I miss them!), My trip down Penang(It was fun!), the celebration of father's day n so so so much more! So till the next post la. Emo betul la!

-karleen-