Saturday, August 14, 2010

Relationship 101

So I guess I was a little carried away and overly excited blogging yesterday. Don't get me wrong.. It did happen as I said, but then he sms-ed me today saying he couldn't make it. Oh well. I guess that has his signal sent very clearly to me...
He's Just Not That Into Me!
So I guess I'd better keep my feelings for myself and just look afar. Okie.. Although I very much would like to follow the lyrics to the song "Need You Now" by Lady Antebellum... 'Guess I'd rather hurt than feel no pain at all...' But then I just couldn't, I know I can't. Haih.. I'm already picturing myself all alone with cats. Which is like super bad! Okie. Enough! I've always been attracted to guys who didn't gave a damn. Which makes me liked them even more! It's a sickness. Till the next post..
-karleen-

Friday, August 13, 2010

High School All Over Again

I know I'm being such a small girl for saying this but what the heck! He said ok to my invitation to a movie! Weee~ I'm such a girl for being happy over such small matter. Although he sms me first to ask about a book, but then he still smsed me first! lol. Oh my gawd.. Can't continue anoymore without grinning silly at the computer. Lol. Till the next post! *smiles*
-karleen-
P/s: although today got off to quite a rough start, not only did i get baby no 4, he smsed! lol. Stopping here now.. ^.^

Friday, August 6, 2010

I am.. FREE!!

I am officially FREE this weekend. Yeah you heard me.. FREE!! weee~ Doctor cancelled our weekend classes so for the first time in 4 weeks, I actually have a weekend where I have absolutely nothing to do! Yay me! (I'm cancelling out my thoughts about the books awaiting me on my desk. *smiles*) Going out for a movie now, Avatar The Last Airbender. Hope all of you will have a great weekend! I know I definitely will. Till the next post! *grinning like an idiot*
-karleen-

Sunday, August 1, 2010

Emo-ing all the way :(

Weekend came... weekend gone! How did my weekend go like so fast!! Hmph! Well actually for now it doesn't make much of a difference whether it is a weekend or not since everyday I have class. Yes.. EVERYDAY.

So being students, of course we'll complain. Like duh! But then, I dunno what's gotten into the university, they don't even give us a right to complain. I mean asking you to go to school or work in the weekends, of course you'd whine and all rite??! No matter what, we'd still show up, just a little whining, that's all. Oh well. Call us childish what-so-ever, it wasn't so professional of you to take our feedback forms so personally. Calling us (indirectly) stupid, 3 year kids who needs to be fed with everything. Just because we're not some vacuum cleaner who can suck up and retain all kinds of information given to us, not that we're not trying. Hmph!

It's just kinda frustrating at times to have to go through all the nagging and scolding although we're all trying (seriously!) really hard to meet up with the expectations. But with all the discouraging words and sarcastic jokes being told to us, it seriously beats you down. Now that explains why I've been having self doubt for this pass few weeks. I'm seriously contemplating whether I've chosen the correct pathway for the rest of my life. Like what the media always say, when you keep telling some1 they're stupid, they really do become stupid. I'm not asking for sky high praises all the time, but enough with the discouragement. It's getting real tiring. :(

Have to hit the books then later do up my case report to be handed in tomorrow. I can't wait to talk to jie jie. She's calling me later. Hopefully will feel better by then. Maybe I just think too much. Oh well. Till the next post!

-kaRleen-