Pleasantly surprised..

Who said u'd need a date for valentine's? Imagine going out with a huge bunch of frens, all single (or rather they're single at the moment as their partners are not with them) and having a great time together.. Well tat's exactly how my valentine's was spent..

Initial plan was to go 1B with all my pretty seniors for a movie or so.. But after much contemplation together with some other not-to-be-disclosed factors, changed plans instead to go out with a bunch of other ppl for dinner and later out for a drink.. Although i seriously doubted my decision, having to call my sis all the way at AUH, and yet still unsure of my decision, after the nite, i was a happy lil girl (although i came back to a blackout hostel)..

U kno how ppl often said small actions give big impacts.. Well now i believe it.. Although wat happened tat nite may not seem particularly big or u wud say special, but to me it was.. Small lil gestures and actions done made my heart flip n flop all over the place.. Damn it karleen! u made urself get into this whole mess again.. But thru it all, it was jz as if the storybook cinderella, where by the stroke of midnite (or i'd say 11pm becos of Uni's curfew), everythin seems jz like a dream.. To be remembered, jz as memory.. In all, I'm still contented.. Weeee~ Positive thing tat comes from bein happy-go-lucky..

So here i m back to my final week of patho module.. Haih.. Lazy me din wanna study last week, kena la tis week.. Having half of the hours of sleep i got last week, n studying day in day out although my bed looks so inviting.. eeee~ Hang in there!! With jz a lil tot back at the other nite, spirits rise, and boost to work harder.. hahahaha.. U might call me silly for havin to feel so happy over nothin actually, but then i hv nothin to be ashamed of.. a girl can dream can't they.. U can control watever u want in a person, but nv the mind.. N i am such a classic example.. Think too much la!! Till then back to the books.. Sweet~ :)

-KaRlEeN

Valentines..

Love is in the air!! I've never seen a bunch of ppl who is like so excited about valentines.. Not to be bitter or anythin abt it, it's jz really sweet seeing the couples in my class, getting all excited about this day.. What gifts to buy? where to go for dinner? how to keep the plans secret? N jz how to avoid ur buddies from obsessingly ejeking u? It's real fun! So i join in the fun, mengejek la.. mentang-mentang now still single.. Hahahaha.. Don't get me wrong.. I'm happy with the way it is now, but there's always that urge, that want to have some1 there for u.. Haih..

Went through some songs jz now, n a few lyrics really hit deep.. Like tis line, "and even if the sun refuse to shine, even if romance ran out of time, u're still in my heart, until the end of time... u're all i need, my love.. my valentine.." How sweet is tat rite? But the real song tat can more accurately describe the situation i m now is most probably Taylor Swift's "Teardrops on my guitar".. Some of the lyrics are just so meaningful.. Like "Drew looks at me, I fake a smile so he won't see.. what I want and I need and everything that we should be.." or "Drew talks to me, I laugh cause it's so damn funny, that I can't even see anyone when he's with me.." or "Drew walks by me, can he tell that I can't breathe?And there he goes, so perfectly, the kind of flawless I wish I could be.." And lastly "He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar.. the only one who's got enough of me to break my heart.. He's the song in the car I keep singing, don't know why I do.. He's the time taken up, but there's never enough.. And he's all that I need to fall into.." Semua hit so deep.. So can't help but play on n on.. Haih.. Emo pula.. Now emo on la.. Teardrops on my guitar although i don exactly hv 1.. Heehehehe.. Happy Valentines all.. :) Till the next post..

-karleen-

Soon to be updated..

Oops!! looks like i broke my promise again.. will update tis as soon as possible okie? mayb tonite.. then i can think of stuff i want to crap abt.. i mean i got too much of stuff to tell tat i dunno when to begin.. oh yea happy cny to all!!! c ya later!! :P
p/s: happy valentine's too!! single or in a relationship? both oso sama2 celebrate la.. love is in the air!! :)

-karleen-